Back to my First Love,and always will.

Have you ever wandered about yourself?
For all the unpleasant extremes
That life throws at you
To wonder of you are still worthy ro be loved?

We have doubts,frustrations and questions
Mood involved,emotions invested
Until it determines your value
For all the life’s unpleasant extremes
It grows us to be weary,everything fades

When all fails,when everything fails
Your love Lord
Your beautiful,unending love remains
It always remains

Back to my first love
And always will
You are truly the one that matters
All I can see is your mercy
You are rich in grace
I can feel your love reaching
You are always there looking (seeing)
Just waiting for me

My heart will always sing
I love You
The cry of my heart will always be
Just want to be where You are
My Jesus


I came to say Goodbye
I came to let you go
So i can start over again
We both start over again

I was lost for a while
But I’m finding myself
And I found myself

I want to

I want to trust again
But my heart can’t
I want to trust again
But it just can’t
I want to trust again
But it is not that easy
I want to trust again
But I am afraid
I want to trust again
But I don’t want to be hurt
I want to trust again
But suddenly I have trust issues
I want to trust again
But I want to let it all go
I want to trust again
But maybe not this time
I want to trust again
Maybe someday
I want to trust again
I believe time heals,God heals
I want to trust you again
But first I want to trust myself
I want only my hope and trust
Be only unto Him.


​”Fall” you said

To me just a singel simple word
Four letters,monosyllabic
Three consonants,one vowel in the alphabet
Analyzing what it means

“Fall” maybe for others an action word
In elementary days,
a simple tense of verb
To let yourself come
Or to let yourself go down

“Fall” a season of the year
Yes,for those on the above the earth’s equator
Yellow,orange and red falling leaves on ground
Then comes the cold, cold breeze of winter
That will make the world turn around

Many definitions I’ve known 
Numerous scopes arises
Countless description have recognized
Different dictionaries published
That defined the four letter word

But when you have collaborated it,
Collaborated with 3 more words,
“Fall,I’ll catch you.” sweetly whispered into my ear
My heart wanted it to define,wanted to answer
But it only speak “Lub-dub,lub-dub.”

My mouth,it tutters to “uhm,uhm..”
Multiple emotions raged,
Oh,nervousness attacks
Eek! To what I feel
Feelings of mine puzzled like puzzle pieces

To make our long story short
Oops! “the long sad story” perhaps be cut
I fall for it,I let myself fall for it.
Fall for those sweet four words you whispered
Not knowing it might be bitter in the end

I let myself because it feels good
I let myself because we we’re mutual
I let myself because I was comfortable with you
I let myself because I trusted you
I let myself because we’ll fall together

Sadly,like a shipwrecked,I trusted you
We made bad investments in the past
You’ve been hurt, I’ve been more
We’ve been dischanted by love
All because I fall and trusted you

“Fall”, it was true to its definition
A season, we are like the leaves
I was the yellow,you were the orange
We painted the color of love together
But after the Fall,winter comes,love went cold.